Sunday, June 12, 2011

my future....my past.....

My heart throbs with pain, searing pain;

As i lower my eyes to the ground & walk, avoiding looks of disdain....


i'm shivering, cold on the inside;

But i have nowhere to go, nowhere to hide....


i have no shelter, no place to call my own;

i have always been and will be alone.....


i keep walking, walking till i find i cant go on;

i collapse to the earth, wishing i'd never been born.....

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You came into my life like a breath of fresh air,

You changed my world by just being there,

And now you're gone

i tried to hold on

You slipped through my fingers, i was left with nothing instead......




And now i find myself missing you SO much,

I was wounded, you were like my crutch,

What went wrong?

Why is it taking so long?

To sort this mess inside my head....




i feel like i have no one to call my own anymore,

My heart might've mended, but its still sore,

What am i to do?

Should i love you or hate you?

'cause my heart's still weak cause of the way it bled.....

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It was gonna be one sided love

You never really felt anything for me at all;

One sided love

i had nothing to break my fall;

So i fell for you, so hard so fast, lil' did i know;

That the one sided love i had for you would leave me with nothing to show.....



It's always been one sided love

i don't blame you for my fall;

One sided love

i'll learn to deal with it all;

i ain't gonna be so green, so naive to believe in happy endings no more;

i hate to admit it, but this one sided love has helped me grow....

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